Clouds Without Water: I. The Augur
I
The Augur
I
Look! Look! upon the tripod through the smoke There do I open the old book of Fate Mine eyes grow aged with that hieroglyph Even in the spring of the first floral kiss: |
II
Save death alone! I see no happy end, Ay! from your lips I pluck the purple seed For us, the chosen of so severe a god Oxen that go to our own sacrifice |
III
Over the desert ocean of distress For in the little coppice by the gate Of hell that holds us— even there I heard Our love. The Moirae neither break nor bend; |
IV
Our love is like a glittering sabre bloodied But in the dark and splendid dens of death That tasted once a shadow of our glory Our daggers carve with poesy sublime |
V
As we read Love and Death in each other’s eyes, Jagged and horrible across the curtain Such loathing, such despair are little things. So? But the Gods avert their faces, bend |
VI
Thus shall men write upon our cenotaphs: The angels deem us hurled from the above, O! pallid triumph! empty victory! Of these the victims of our joys immense— |
VII
Hell hath no queen! But, o thou red mouth curving As here your ardours brand me bone and marrow To intoxicate us with an extreme pleasure Of silly saints and silly sinners, swaying |
VIII
You love me! trite and idle word to darken Nor may Justine nor Borgia understand Nor shall the Gods perceive to damn or praise Armed in the panoply of brazen youth |
IX
We are still young enough to take delight Nor shall we sink among the foolish throng Therefore we wear our dread iniquity Mingled in one initiating kiss |
X
We tread on earth in our divine disdain Of love whose godhead dwells upon your mouth And all the cruel things and hideous forms It is well seen, however things intend, |
XI
Crown me with poppy and hibiscus! crown Where in the circle of unholy stones Into a ruddy fervour from the abyss Ay! to the Sabbath where the crowned worm |
XII
There gods descend; there devils rise. We dance, There is the sacrament of sin unveiled These are but symbols, and our souls the truth; For that unutterable deed that hurled |
XIII
There needs not ask the obscure oracle What end should we desire, who grasp the gain Think you we cannot warm our hands and laugh And from the bitter dregs of Hell’s own wine |
XIV
Behold! I have said. The destiny obscure You mix your life in mine— then soul in soul Where we shall be the evil light beyond time, Of the undying worm our love, fast wed |
Notes
I. 6. |
They.— The Fates or Moirae. | |
III. 11. |
The dog-faced god.— Anubis, the Threshold-Guardian of the “Gods” of Egypt. Mantic means prophetic. | |
VI. 14. |
Child.— The unhappy girl was at this time but 17 years old. | |
VIII. 5. |
Justine.— The virtuous but victimized heroine of the infamous novel of the Marquis de Sade. | |
XI. 6. |
Sabbath.— Consult Payne Knight: “Essays on the worship of Priapus”, Eliphas Lévi: “Dogma et rituel de la haute Magie” and others. | |
XIII. 12. 13. |
Sigil.— Sign-manual. |